It is soooo tiring.. why always being like this? why? 

Yahh.. why you never let me say what I feel till the end? you aren’t good speaker or good listener! cause you always stop me when I was speaking. you didn’t even want to hear me! 

I’m sooooo tired to keep silence when I was mad! so tired. but I know it better for me to keep my breath.

I’m so afraid to shout out my feeling! dosa ngelawan orang tua! 

I’m soooo tired to cry when I was mad!! but what could I do when I was mad excape crying? nope

Insecure~

:’(

I never let my self to fall in love with someone after my first love. I feel afraid to start loving again. sometime I ask my self, what I afraid for? Then I think, I afraid to be refused again. The point is; I’ll never ask for love. If you love me ask me then. cause I’ll never ask your hart.

My young teacher told me if you would be happy so you have  falled in love then..

I wanted to be happy but I can’t.

Yesterday was my lucky day. I was soooo happy.

The dat before yesterday my lovely friend, Titi called me and asked me to go to Blitz with her to watch I AM. I’ve said that I didn’t have money and she said that she would pay the ticket for me, as my b’day present. Wawww wonderful b’day present. - really thanked her. OMO I WAS SOOO HAPPY.

Then my sisters asked to go to juntion and there she bought me dimsum and starbucks woahhhhhh…

My sisters are Nathalia Sri Indrawati and Theresia Bekti. Thank you so ch for every think :*

Alhamdulillah.

Reasons I’m single:

• I’m ugly
• I’m awkward
• Nobody gets my humour
• I’m awkward
• I screw up everything good in my life lol
• I’m ugly
• I’m awkward
• I can’t find anyone to like me
• I’m weird
• I waste my whole life on the internet

(via yoonawife)